Symbiosis/parasticism
Sep. 19th, 2014 03:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
svaenohrI do not know why, or from which strange and dark corner of my mind this came, but there was an image I reblogged several days ago on Tumblr of an undead looking creature forcing a woman's mouth open to transfer some kind of giant wormlike parasite into her mouth from its own mouth. Instead of being disturbed by this image, I found myself aroused by it. I later found myself imagining being so invaded, or being invaded via other openings; these fantasies were titillating enough to masturbate to.
The most exhilarating fantasy involved me shape-shifting to have a vagina and uterus, and the parasite slithering up my vagina and into my uterus, to wriggle around hard enough to be visible through the skin. (I suppose that aspect of it should not astonish me, seeing as I have had similar reactions to that kind of thing in pictures that were supposed to elicit a horrified reaction.)
Do not get me wrong, I am disgusted by real parasites. This is purely fantasy. I do not think I would really want to do such a thing if such a creature really existed.
Well, unless I knew it was harmless; like, not a parasite, but a symbiont, like the Trill in Star Trek, or some kind of creature genetically engineered to slither up into a person, wriggle around for an hour or so, and then come out without doing any damage.
Symbionts have long enthralled me. The Goa'uld from Stargate never disturbed me in and of themselves. Only the "seize control of the body and never give it back" aspect bothered me, as it is unethical. The Tok-Ra, technically the same species but sharing the body with willing hosts, are my favorite species on that show, and I would be willing to be a host for one of them, if they were willing to live in a host that already has nine minds living in it. (Yes, I have Multiple Consciousness Complex. I am one member of the fayanora​ collective.)
(And I must admit, I could really use the health benefits of having a Tok-Ra symbiont in me; it could cure my IBS and other health problems.)
Another instance of symbiont enthrallment is that the Traipah stories Tempest writes have a species of sentient symbionts that share bodies with the main sentient species of Traipah. Oh, and of course I already mentioned the Trill on Star Trek. Though I strongly suspect I would not qualify as a host for a Trill.
The most exhilarating fantasy involved me shape-shifting to have a vagina and uterus, and the parasite slithering up my vagina and into my uterus, to wriggle around hard enough to be visible through the skin. (I suppose that aspect of it should not astonish me, seeing as I have had similar reactions to that kind of thing in pictures that were supposed to elicit a horrified reaction.)
Do not get me wrong, I am disgusted by real parasites. This is purely fantasy. I do not think I would really want to do such a thing if such a creature really existed.
Well, unless I knew it was harmless; like, not a parasite, but a symbiont, like the Trill in Star Trek, or some kind of creature genetically engineered to slither up into a person, wriggle around for an hour or so, and then come out without doing any damage.
Symbionts have long enthralled me. The Goa'uld from Stargate never disturbed me in and of themselves. Only the "seize control of the body and never give it back" aspect bothered me, as it is unethical. The Tok-Ra, technically the same species but sharing the body with willing hosts, are my favorite species on that show, and I would be willing to be a host for one of them, if they were willing to live in a host that already has nine minds living in it. (Yes, I have Multiple Consciousness Complex. I am one member of the fayanora​ collective.)
(And I must admit, I could really use the health benefits of having a Tok-Ra symbiont in me; it could cure my IBS and other health problems.)
Another instance of symbiont enthrallment is that the Traipah stories Tempest writes have a species of sentient symbionts that share bodies with the main sentient species of Traipah. Oh, and of course I already mentioned the Trill on Star Trek. Though I strongly suspect I would not qualify as a host for a Trill.
