Inner sense and sexuality
Mar. 16th, 2014 08:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
svaenohrDiscussion sexuality with a follower on Tumblr, and I thought this comment of mine bore repeating here:
I am something of a mind-only shapeshifter, my inner sense of myself keeps shifting, and thus my desires change based on those shifts. So sometimes I want to be the mate of a Wraith Queen, other times I want to BE a Wraith Queen; other times I feel like a machine intelligence and regard human sexuality with the same fascination a scientist has for an interesting specimen. And other times I feel like a dragon and find dragons sexy. And a million other things besides.
To which I will also add:
And so anyone who cared enough to read these personal posts of mine would doubtless be confused without that tidbit of knowledge, for sometimes I feel beyond flesh completely and wish to escape my body, and other times I feel VERY much like an earth-bound being. Sometimes I feel like a predator, other times I feel like I wish I had no need to eat anything at all. Sometimes I feel like the biological lifeform I am, and other times I feel like a machine intelligence and regard all these biological functions with disgust and disdain. All of these feelings are valid and do not make me any less genuine.
I am something of a mind-only shapeshifter, my inner sense of myself keeps shifting, and thus my desires change based on those shifts. So sometimes I want to be the mate of a Wraith Queen, other times I want to BE a Wraith Queen; other times I feel like a machine intelligence and regard human sexuality with the same fascination a scientist has for an interesting specimen. And other times I feel like a dragon and find dragons sexy. And a million other things besides.
To which I will also add:
And so anyone who cared enough to read these personal posts of mine would doubtless be confused without that tidbit of knowledge, for sometimes I feel beyond flesh completely and wish to escape my body, and other times I feel VERY much like an earth-bound being. Sometimes I feel like a predator, other times I feel like I wish I had no need to eat anything at all. Sometimes I feel like the biological lifeform I am, and other times I feel like a machine intelligence and regard all these biological functions with disgust and disdain. All of these feelings are valid and do not make me any less genuine.
